Privilege and Responsibility

Should I run and take the risk or face the music of the previous griefs? Will it be worth the try or should I just let this opportunity say goodbye? Half of me says yes and delve into unknown pit of promises. Half of me disagrees and just avoid these things. Do I really want it or I am just enamored by the perks it can bring and people telling me I can win? Don't I really have the desire to join or I am just scared to bear the burden and consequences of the other side of the coin? Should I? Should I not? #WMS