Tonsilitis

When the things that used to comfort you hurt you now. When the person who inspires you to live before is the one who kills you now. When the sweets taste bitter already.

Melancholy. Sadness. Hatred. Anger. Envy. Insecurity.

When you ran out of words to name those feelings. When you cannot contain those things in your heart anymore. When the barrel is full and anything that will be added onto it will spill.

Do not break it. Do not break your barrel.

Do not let yourself get broken for those people who don't deserve you. You are scarred, wounded and still hurting. It's time to heal.

Heal so you can appreciate sweets in life beyond the tonsilitis that burdens you.

Let go and vent out.
And if you think that no one cares about you anymore. Remember your old self - he misses you.

He is always there waiting for you to come back.